Vindication!!

Ding Dong! The Witch is dead.
Which old Witch? The Wicked Witch!
Ding Dong! The Wicked Witch is dead.
Wake up - sleepy head, rub your eyes, get out of bed.
Wake up, the Wicked Witch is dead.
She's gone where the goblins go,
Below - below - below.
Yo-ho, let's open up and sing and ring the bells out.
Ding Dong' the merry-oh, sing it high, sing it low.
Let them know
The Wicked Witch is dead!

umm, bub-bye!

This is what you did to me...

"The Winner Takes It All"

I don't wanna talk

About the things we've gone through

Though it's hurting me

Now it's history

I've played all my cards

And that's what you've done too

Nothing more to say

No more ace to play

The winner takes it all

The loser standing small

Beside the victory

That's her destiny

I was in your arms

Thinking I belonged there

I figured it made sense

Building me a fence

Building me a home

Thinking I'd be strong there

But I was a fool

Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice

Their minds as cold as ice

And someone way down here

Loses someone dear

The winner takes it all

The loser has to fall

It's simple and it's plain

Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss

Like I used to kiss you?

Does it feel the same

When she calls your name?

Somewhere deep inside

You must know I miss you

But what can I say

Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide

The likes of me abide

Spectators of the show

Always staying low

The game is on again

A lover or a friend

A big thing or a small

The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk

If it makes you feel sad

And I understand

You've come to shake my hand

I apologize

If it makes you feel bad

Seeing me so tense

No self-confidence

But you see

The winner takes it all

The winner takes it all...

Betrayal most foul...

Well it appears I've been a real fool. I've been betrayed by several people. Worst of all my best friend, my master, my lover...

And it also seems that this post, which was a response to an email I received from a would be writer, was just another example of my gullibility. I was suckered into the belief that someone wanted my advice. I now believe it was an email from the person who is the reason my "friend" betrayed me.

My "friend" has lied to me about so many things, not the least of which was that I was "the best friend" he's "ever had". And you have no idea the things I've done for him... the things I've done to help him... things I've done to protect him.

I don't know if I can ever forgive this man. He is the man I allowed to tie me and "torture" me. He is the person I TRUSTED. I trusted him to do so many things to me which I would never have dreamed of letting anyone do. I let him see a side of me that no one has ever seen. And now I don't know if I can ever let anyone else see me that way. Maybe I will not be able to let anyone else "In".

I never thought I wanted anything in return for the things I did for him. BUT, I was wrong... I DID want something in return. Of course I wanted his love but I really wanted his loyalty. I wonder if I ever had that.

I've been broken.

Sybian Delight

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Ah, satisfaction

thank you so much, my master

delightful return

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Hey, Girl...

Yeah, Girl... you know who you are!

Still think you can't write? Don't want to be compared to so-called "accomplished" writers?
Well here is my really complicated advice... just DO it. Hah, heard that somewhere before?? Yeah, I know... but that simple little sentiment is exactly what you need. Just do it, just WRITE, often! The more you do it, the more "natural" it will feel and the better you will get. I promise! No, really...

So sit down with pad and pen, or sit down at that laptop and start writing your thoughts. And don't bother with grammar or spelling at first, just get some ideas on "paper". You can always polish later.

Oh, and when you're feeling more comfortable with what you've written, share it with me. I won't publish it here

... unless you want me to.

I just want to read it. You can share it or you can ask me questions.
I'm even willing to edit it for you.
That's what I do!

Okay, WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR... go WRITE!

momentary departure from our program...

it's a bitter pill
betrayal by a loved one
cuts the soul... deeply

The New One (part one)

"I think you have a new one"

"A new one?" he asked. "What do you mean, a 'new one'?"

She said, very quietly, "a new playmate… a new… slave."

"hmmm…" he looked her in her eyes, "and how does that make you feel?"

"oh!... Excited! Very, very excited. And Turned on!"

He could see that she meant it. Her eyes were bright with anticipation. "What is it that excites you so?"

She thought for a moment, "the possibilities… you have always created such exciting possibilities. And with another in the mix, well that could only mean more fantasies to explore." Then she said, "do you think we could have a party soon? I've really missed F." And then with a mischievous gleam in her eye she added, "do you think you can handle three of us?"

"Do I think I can HANDLE three of you??" he said, raising his voice a little. "Well, tell me… do YOU think I can handle it?" "And tell me this, do you think you should be punished for such an impertinent question??"

She looked down quickly, "Yes, sir… I guess I should be." She tried to look repentant but couldn't hide the grin forming. "Yes, indeed I should!"

"Well, then tell me what punishment you think would be appropriate."

She looked around sheepishly and said, "oh, I think a spanking would be good… I mean, appropriate."

"NO," he commanded, "No, a spanking would be a reward NOT a punishment. I think…" He walked over to his "closet", "No, I don't think a spanking would be appropriate at all." He came back with a blindfold in his hand.

"No, please," she pleaded, "I really hate being blind-folded…"

"Thus, the punishment!" he grinned as her smile disappeared.